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I miss you

I just want you to know that I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss my best friend. I miss the person whom I fell in love with. I miss talking to you. I miss touching you. I miss kissing you. I miss everything about you. You’re always going to be my princess. You’re the best. I love you baby.

Today is sad ;+(

My grandfather whom was like my father passed away ;( he raised me. I feel as if I lost my parent today. I did lose my parent. Love you grandpa. I love you so much.

I just want 1 thing

My baby back ;(

I keep this hope in the back of my head that the person whom I love so much will snap out of it and actually care about what I write and say and will all of a sudden text me. Email me or write me. But its been 6 months and only once has that happened and I’ve given up all hope. I say I have but I haven’t. Its like almost unbelievable to me that she hasn’t came around yet. Its unbelievable because before I got locked up she was down for me the way I was down for her and if I ever in my life said I would consider taking my life just 6 months ago she would of done everything in her power to stop that from happening. She would of talked to me cried to me. Said no way don’t ever talk like that and you better never do that because I love you and I can’t live without you. She would of done exactly what I would of done for her. Made sure that we wouldn’t talk like that or felt like that. But that’s no longer the case with her. She now hears it and it goes in one ear and out the other. And its truly the worst feeling I’ve ever felt. To feel not loved anymore and not cared for anymore after spending 11 years being friends and investing 9 years in a love realationship its horrible to feel the pain and hurt that I feel. I can’t stop the feeling. Trust me if I could I would stop it. I can’t. I can’t let it go because it bothers me so much. I couldn’t do any other human being the way I’m being treated and done so how can someone do me this way after all these years? How? I can’t understand it and I won’t accept it even if I’m forced too I can’t accept it. Its just 1 of those things I can’t shake or get over. I keep that hope that the person wakes up and realizes how badly I need them and they remember how we loved each other but they don’t. And when they do I actually will be dead. Then what?

Money does buy love.

It bought mine. Sad thing is I didn’t know my lover was for sale. Thought she had morals and good ethics not a price tag. Sad to see what someone will do for green paper.

My sweetheart

I love you. I really love you.

Meant to be

You belong to me tonight girl I been lookin for… I been loonin for… a real love Ohh

[Chorus:] You belong to me tonight my love All I wanna do is make love slow Girl I want… make love slow Girl you know your body it deserves, everything on this earth I’ll give it to you I’ll give it to you

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And since we’re only in the first verse Girl take off that purse, and get in this room Ooh, and get in this room Now baby ooh baby I’m ready I’m a take control if you let me inside your world Please don’t be afraid girl Tempo slow, lights down low Now tell me if you like that low I’ll go, cause I just want to please you Believe me when I tell you I need you

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And if I can’t have your body I don’t wanna have nobody, id rather be alone Ain’t no substitute, they can’t HI do what you do for me Would you please take your clothes off Or would you rather me do that part Cause I don’t mind, no I don’t mind Button after button now the blouse coming off Kissing on your stomach, now your skirt coming off You feel so soft Kiss until I find it, you must be reminded

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People don’t get it.

Or they do and just purely don’t give a fuck. I’m not sure. Its hard to see someone you love just jump into another realationship and replace you. I describe it as evil. Especially when no explenations given and you know they still love you but they refuse to respond or talk to you. I say its because they’re afraid of facing their real love. But if I said that to them they would build a defense wall and go against that theory full force because they don’t want to agree with anything you say. Remember its on their terms. They’re the ones who left you. So no matter what you’re heart tells you they will refuse to believe it even when its true. They replace you sometimes too soon. Thinking maybe were gone. But when were not gone they don’t know what to do. How to react. Because they never wanted to replace you from the start. So what do they do now? They’re stuck. They feel like they can’t go back because they started this new life. This sudden life that isn’t even real. It was suppossed to be with us and not that other person. Its crazy watching this happen. Its hurtful. Its amazing one person can decide to rather hurt the one they were with a long time then to just end this new thing and hurt them and come back where they belong. It takes guts and takes a real heart to do so. But you know what they say follow you’re heart. It will lead you to happyness. Love you baby.

I hate me life…

I hate it so much. I hate waking up. I hate breathing. I hate going to sleep. I hate everything since I lost the love of my life. I hate it so much. If she only knew what she did by leaving me alone. She sucked the life out of me. I’m closing in on suicide and I hope soon because I hate waking up without her. She thinks it will pass but it won’t. It only gets worse the days go by.

Reblog if you struggle with depression, or an eating disorder, anxiety, bipolar disorder, ADD, OCD, if you self harm, are suicidal or if you have any mental health problem. This is not to seek attention, pity, or judgement. This is to say you are here, and you are not alone. This is to say that no one out there is alone, and we are here to support each other. Reblog.

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